{"id":85728,"date":"2020-11-02T13:29:01","date_gmt":"2020-11-02T21:29:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.pickthebrain.com\/blog\/?p=85728"},"modified":"2020-11-04T10:24:39","modified_gmt":"2020-11-04T18:24:39","slug":"stop-saying-if-only-and-start-living-now-lessons-from-an-nfl-pro","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.pickthebrain.com\/blog\/stop-saying-if-only-and-start-living-now-lessons-from-an-nfl-pro\/","title":{"rendered":"Stop Saying If Only and Start Living Now: Lessons from an NFL Pro"},"content":{"rendered":"
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If only I had more money\u2026 If only I had chosen that job instead of this job \u2026 If only I hadn\u2019t done that or said that. <\/em>Each one of us has spent time in the land of if only<\/em>. I lived there for years after my NFL career came to a halt long before I wanted it to. I told myself that if only I had made different decisions, and if only I hadn\u2019t made certain mistakes, I would still be playing. I beat myself up for all those if only\u2019s constantly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I was so stuck in the world of what could have been that I locked myself out of the world of what is. But in time I realized that by choosing to dwell on all the if only\u2019s, I couldn\u2019t enjoy the present moment. And the present moment is where the miracles are, and the joys.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The more I could stay in the present, the better I felt, I realized. So I began to practice letting go of all those if only\u2019s \u2014 and that\u2019s when my whole world changed for the better.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Here are 4 proven ways to help you let go of your if only\u2019s:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

1. <\/strong> Let the past go and forgive yourself.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

It\u2019s easy to look back and say I shouldn\u2019t have done that<\/em>, or, I should have done this instead<\/em>, or, how did I not know any better<\/em>? My football career ended prematurely due to injuries caused by overtraining, which I blamed myself for. I was so hard on myself for training too much. But there is a Zen proverb: \u201cLet go or be dragged.\u201d For too long, I allowed myself to be dragged by my mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Regret is a waste of time, however: living with it blocks us from enjoying all the precious moments surrounding us right now. It\u2019s fine to reflect on an if only and learn from it, but you need to be able to forgive yourself, remind yourself that you made the best decision you could at the time, and move on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Action Item: Forgiveness meditation.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Forgive yourself for your past decisions with a daily meditation. Sit comfortably and close your eyes. Take a deep breath in and then gently let it go. Breathe naturally and softly. Let your shoulder blades relax. Soften your face. Bring your attention to the area of your heart. Feel in your heart any emotions inside you because you have not forgiven yourself. Continue to breathe softly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Now, picture the times and ways that you have hurt yourself, and give yourself permission to forgive yourself for them. Feel your heart filling with forgiveness, ease, and warmth. Focus on forgiving yourself for everything, wholeheartedly. Then extend that forgiveness for each time you hurt yourself, one by one. As you do, repeat to yourself: I forgive myself<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I discovered that the faster we forgive, the faster we\u2019ll be happy. When we make forgiveness a daily habit, we open ourselves up to infinite possibilities. Resentment is a wall around our heart and keeps us from fully experiencing life. The more we can forgive, the more energy we free up to create the life we truly want.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

2. Think of all of the positives that came out of that situation\/decision.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Each time I was cut by an NFL team or rejected by a coach, I would think it was the worst thing that could have happened to me. But looking back, I\u2019ve learned that I was building resilience: the rejections made me stronger. Best of all, when my career ended sooner that I\u2019d planned, it created an opening for me to discover yoga and meditation \u2014 and make them a profession. This is a role that has allowed me to give back to others and help them with their own challenges, and it\u2019s changed my life. If things had gone according to plan, I\u2019d never have discovered this opportunity.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Action Item: Writing down the good.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

This one is simple: in your journal, write down a list of five positives that came out of your past situation. It may sound like a challenge, but I bet you\u2019ll have to stop yourself at number five.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

3. You don\u2019t need to have it all figured out.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

For me, it was always the NFL or bust, with no back-up plan. My goal setting and vision served me well: I was able to accomplish that goal. But when it ended, I had no idea what would come next, and I was terrified. I had always operated with a singular plan, and I was stuck in my belief that I had to know what I was going to next. I lost sight of the present and lost sight of myself. I remember worrying constantly about the future, so afraid of uncertainty that I couldn\u2019t focus on the moment I was actually living in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But it\u2019s okay to not know what you want to do, or not have a plan for your next career. You can create that future while you enjoy the moment. When one door closes, another opens, as we\u2019ve all heard. We need to stop staring at the closed door and open our eyes to the open one.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Action Item: Let your door open.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Remember: that your story is unwritten. No one knows what happens next, but our hearts know what we wish we could make happen. Find a quiet place and sit down with your journal. What do you wish you could try? Where do you wish you could take yourself? Write down five things your heart is encouraging you to consider.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

4. Remember that the best time to plant a tree is now.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

For almost 15 years, I thought I was one thing: a football player. This was the label that I applied to myself. Once that was taken away from me, I felt worthless and dreamless. But once I realized that living in the past was keeping me from enjoying the now, I was able to move forward.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

One of my favorite lines comes from the movie, The Shawshank Redemption<\/em>: \u201cGet busy living or get busy dying.\u201d The saying becomes a mantra, and it keeps Andy Dufresne (Tim Robbins) and “Red” Redding (Morgan Freeman) going despite impossible odds and despair.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Action item: Find your mantra.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

What phrase gets you out of your if only\u2019s and into the present tense? You may want to try get busy living<\/em>, or come up with your own. It doesn\u2019t have to be complicated, just clear. We all have our own personal mantra that keeps us from dwelling in the past and gets us back into the now. Take the time to find the one that works for you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

These four actions made a huge difference in my life. I practiced them as I would practice an exercise, and gradually they became a part of who I am. And I realized that I hadn\u2019t completely lost myself after football \u2014 I still had some of the same positive habits as well. When I was young, I\u2019d go to the field by myself and just practice kicking, over and over. It was a form of meditation, though I didn\u2019t know it at the time. Realizing that, I had a strong sensation: my if only changed to a thank goodness. I still have a lot to be thankful for.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ex-NFL kicker Sean Conley<\/strong> (Detroit Lions, Indianapolis Colts, New York Jets) suffered career-ending injuries from overtraining. He began practicing yoga as part of his rehabilitation, and soon embraced yoga\u2019s mindfulness, meditation, and philosophy as a new life direction. Now a yoga teacher himself, he owns Amazing Yoga in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, with his wife. His new book is The Point After: How One Resilient Kicker Learned There Was More to Life Than the NFL<\/a> (Lyons Press, 2020). Learn more at seanconley.net<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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